These are ramblings but they kind of reflect how my crush stages go. In the beginning I miss that person like life didn't exist before he appeared. Then I become smitten with him and how I feel in his presence. Then something knocks me in the head and reminds me that it takes more than butterflies in my stomach and stars in my eyes to have something season resistant. I refuse to love for a season anymore. My love is timeless and it deserves the same.
Infatuation
I miss….
Your sweet thoughts
Your funny thoughts
Your perverted thoughts
Your introspective thoughts
Maybe I just miss you
Crushin'
I find my thoughts waltzing with ideas of you at every
available moment.
The beauty in the ease of the movements from our first touch
to our first laugh
to our first kiss were so easy and effortless.
I often wonder if I
am dancing alone.
Reality
When I wasn’t looking
you tip toed your way into my heart
It flutters slightly
at the mention of you
and it dances when you are around
In the midst of being a woman
You
woke the girl in me
The one who finds the
grandness in the smallest of gestures
And
who is a sucker for a
genuine smile
I just realized at
this moment that you could very well be the thing I don’t need
So
I’ll let you go before I even catch you.
